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Funeral Of Happiness
05:13
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Cold weeping sadly into the scars I created
Darkness envelopes all I see clearly
Blindness takes over as I am medicated
Evil is all I see and happiness is faded
GO TO SLEEP, NO HOPE IN YOUR HEART
WAKE UP, FEARING THE DAY AHEAD
WALK, WITH PARANOIA AND FEAR
BREATHE, HOPING IT'S YOUR LAST BREATH!
THIS IS THE FUNERAL OF HAPPINESS!
Woe in my heart and death on my side
Wishing for my final rest
Sanity walk away from me as I lose everything
My world is torn apart
GO TO SLEEP, NO HOPE IN YOUR HEART
WAKE UP, FEARING THE DAY AHEAD
WALK, WITH PARANOIA AND FEAR
BREATHE, HOPING IT'S YOUR LAST BREATH!
THIS IS THE FUNERAL OF HAPPINESS!
Depression finds me when Im down
It puts me in a dark place where I am content
Happiness is a drug with a horrific comedown
Sadness is a place where I am safe
Your life means nothing, you drift away
I laugh as the light leaves your eyes
Just a shell left so weak and fragile
I spit on your grave and fuck your soul
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We Are As Shit
05:01
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We are infected by the disease that is humanity.
For we are as shit!
We can cure this with self destruction!
Fight your survival instincts,
Tear apart your immune system.
Take your life slowly and making others do the same!
For we are as shit!
Recognize your worthlessness,
Tempt fate, play with madness!
Decay your health,
Play with your sanity!
Happiness, the weak feelings of our heart.
Eradicate this weakness.
Eradicate all hope.
Eradicate your life.
Cleave the spirit from your body.
Recognize your worthlessness,
Tempt fate, play with madness!
Decay your health,
Play with your sanity!
Touch evil, reach for it.
I am waiting for you!
I am hiding in the dark corners,
Of what you fear most!
Depression awaits!
Recognize your worthlessness,
Tempt fate, play with madness!
Decay your health,
Play with your sanity!
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Perfecting Failure
02:41
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WE ARE BORN TO LOSE
LEARN TO TIE OUR OWN NOOSE
WE ARE FED LIES
SO WE CAN HIDE FROM THE TRUTH
NOTHING IS WORKING
NO DRUGS TO HELP
I CANNOT FUNTION WITHOUT
MY FIX OF GRIEF (ALL LIFE, A KICK IN THE TEETH)
I LOOK AT MY LIFE
I HAVE FAILED IT ALL
NOTHING TO ASPIRE TO
NOTHING TO BECOME
NOTHING IS WORKING
NO DRUGS TO HELP
I CANNOT FUNTION WITHOUT
MY FIX OF GRIEF (ALL LIFE, A KICK IN THE TEETH)
I LOOK BACK NOW I AM DEAD
I REALISE THAT IT WAS ALL POINTLESS
END YOUR LIFE TO END DISSAPOINTMENT
FOR WE ARE BORN TO PERFECT OUR FAILURE
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Drep Deg Selv
02:31
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I am alone, I am cold,
It is dark, I am growing tired...
Why father why, did you leave me behind?
Why can I not also die?
I hate this life and the humans around me,
Now I visit your ashes under the willow tree.
Your absence has made my mental illnesses
Far Worse.
Your absence has made my life
A curse.
I will join you...
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Life, fuck me!
Give me pain,
Fuck me again!
Alone in a dead world.
Humanity destroyed everything good!
So I destroy you and me,
Nobody will ever be happy!
Life is a game,
We all play.
We destroy Earth,
How is that OK?
How can we destroy our home?
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I can't live anymore, people disgust me so much and I am ashamed to be one of them.
This life has brought me so much pain I can barely look upon anyone without feeling sick.
You digust me and I cant help but wanting to kill you.
Why am I alive? I serve no purpose or good!
I want to die more than I feel alive,
I will end my life,
And enter eternal sleep...
I see my final resting place before my eyes,
There is nothing I want to live for...
I hate myself even more than I hate all of you.
I feel futile and I dont know why I try and survive.
My last breath will be my greatest moment.
I release my depression onto you!
I want to die more than I feel alive,
I will end my life,
And enter eternal sleep...
I see my final resting place before my eyes,
There is nothing I want to live for...
End it all. Nothing to live for.
My life meant nothing anyway...
Goodbye...
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7. |
Cold Dark Depression
02:51
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BURNING, MY SKIN FEELS TIGHT.
I CANNOT ESCAPE, ANXIETY KICKS IN!
LEAVE ME ALONE! VOICES AND FACES,
SURROUNDING ME ARE EVIL BEINGS,
THEY TORTURE MY MIND WITH UNSPEAKABLE DEEDS
LEAVE ME BE, I BEG YOU!
FUCK OFF, PSYCHOLOGICAL TORMENT,
MY LIFE A PIT OF SCHIZOPHRENIA, DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY!
I AM HERE, THEY SAY TO ME,
COLD PAIN IN MY DREAMS,
BURNING SCARS AND TIDES OF SICKNESS
AND AN ENDLESS SENSE OF LONELINESS,
KILL ME HERE, I CANT LIVE ANYWAY,
BARELY BREATHING, MAKE MY FEELINGS STAY AWAY!
LET ME BE, COMPANIONS OF MINE,
GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU FUCKING SWINE!
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8. |
We Sleep In Our Tombs
02:39
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We... Sleep... In... Our... Tombs...
Scoulding burns, Icy wounds,
Carved by me,
Fighting myself,
Embracing my insanity!
Delusions of safety,
Reality escaping!
Take me away,
To a safe place!
Will I ever be alive?
Am I anything?
I've always know,
I'm not worth saving!
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9. |
Give Up
02:07
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Give up,
This life has failed me.
In turn I failed you.
Nothing left but darkness.
Why can't I see the truth?
Nothing good is happening.
Just another shit day!
Hope is fading, all light lost!
I thought it mattered.
Some things worthwhile,
Evidently I was wrong,
This has shown me the light!
I must live in the dark.
You have taught me true hatred,
For that I owe you my heart.
Burn me, Cut me open.
I cannot feel a thing,
But the sorrow I always feel!
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Scream for me! I am insanity!
I have lost all who are close.
Well, they left me!
Do you not even care?
I am in utter despair!
I am always alone...
Loneliness is where I am loved!
Leave, I need nobody!
I am better alone!
I am disgusted by humanity,
They all let me down!
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11. |
Embracing Inner Hatred
04:01
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As my life falls away I realise,
I did nothing to save myself.
I could have asked you for help,
And I would still be here.
I hate myself, I hate everything
And Everyone!
I only cared for you alone!
But I left without saying goodbye!
I slip away from sadness,
I try but I cling to you.
One thread of hope left,
Don't leave me...
hate myself, I hate everything
And Everyone!
I only cared for you alone!
But I left without saying goodbye!
All I see scares me,
I try to run away,
I run into the arms of depression,
You are the only one who can
Pull me to safety!
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Where am I? This is not my realm...
Suffering is what I am used to,
Now I see beautiful things.
This is my safe place,
Without Human Beings!
I still remember the pain,
But it cannot touch me here!
I still have the memories,
Of my past life!
My Utopia,
My dead world,
My Misanthropy,
My life perished!
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